"Evidence of Vain"
4-9-04
Profitless attempts and unseen interest
Impassionate face where brightness once shined
A burnt up wick shows the hopelessness inside
I begged and I pleaded, they just didn't listen
Arrangements to try and amend the flaws
Now guessing I wasn't meant to be
No longer hiding, they still overlook the tears
Making the belief of solitude gain power
On the mountain top I can look around
Tried so hard to landmark my life
Shallow statistics and unheard songs
Smiles wiped from the face of purity
Unable to hold my head up high
Board up the windows this time
They say that dreams never end
Angels never die, miracles are everywhere
Maybe the years of pain distorted my perception
On the mountain top I can look around
Tried so hard to landmark my life
Shallow statistics and unheard songs
Smiles wiped from the face of purity
Unable to hold my head up high
Board up the windows this time
Is it something I am not? a defect?
Disorders coming like herds of buffalo
Just waiting for the last pieces to fall apart
So sick and tired of being sick and tired
The lovely red rose has subsequently wilted
Now black and ignored, it loses purpose
They may look back and remember it
But nothing can bring the pedals life
On the mountain top I can look around
Tried so hard to landmark my life
Shallow statistics and unheard songs
Smiles wiped from the face of purity
Unable to hold my head up high
Board up the windows this time
Save me and board up the windows this time
