1996

 

And I, I cry

I feel the pain deep inside

I want, to die

I've felt the urge for so long

Would you even miss me?

I can't look up

I feel so bad for what I did

I wish, I could

Turn back the time 'cause I was wrong

I'm sorry

1996

 

I feel so relieved

All my thoughts are not concieved

I'm glad our view is the same

I know I"m yours to claim

I think about you all the time

But I"m still scared of the crime

I hope you understand my worry

My trust has become so blurry

I'm scared of being hurt

I hope you put in all your effort

I never want to be lost

All the pain it would cost

But our talk last night

Has relieved my fright

I want nothing to change

This whole thing seems so strange

I'm glad I heard how you feel

About me, my happiness is now free

1996

 

Everyone has left me in the dust

I've kept all of my lust

I'm in the middle of nowhere

This isn't fucking fair

Competition is just leading to pain

Feelings are just slain

The emptiness is more hollow

Maybe my destiny is to follow

 

I feel so alone

Tremors are sent through my backbone

What have I done?

Happiness I have none

I'm sick of being ditched

Acceptance will come naturally

If it's really me

I feel so alone

 

I feel so betrayed

You work hard to make people happy

Then they stab you in the back

I can't really trust anyone

I don't even know if I'm honest with myself

Was this my destiny?