3-7-04

 

You look into my eyes, you see nothing

How can I deny that you've looked so shallow

You see determination as over reaction

My sympathies for what you've come to be

Listen can you hear me screaming

A glazed look of rage

Written on my face

 

Losing hope though I've tried hard

You're just another blind man to me

Painting this place black forever

A blind man who misunderstands me

 

You don't appear to care for any of us

Personal slaves instead of a union

Punished and stabbed in the back before them

Just for learning, attempting to lead

Listen can you hear them talking

Their face in utter mockery

Morality disipating to merely nothing

 

Losing hope though I've tried hard

You're just another blind man to me

Painting this place black forever

A blind man who misunderstands me

 

Will you ever see, this is not the way

You were once like me, a human being

But I don't promote creating misery

 

Losing hope though I've tried hard

You're just a blind man to me

Painting this place in black forever

A blind man who misunderstands me

Painting this place in black

Painting this place in black

3-7-04

 

You rarely attempt communication

Ironically, just like everyone else

Humanity not seeing how special you've become

Imprisoned inside your mind

Just as black as I can see

Innocently martyred by cruelness of instinct

Quiet as an abandoned church

Broken as the wood strips itself

The beauty of ugliness they all fail to see

 

Clearly not what they expected

You walk alone

Through vague shadoes in this darkness

You walk alone

You walk alone

 

Extending my hand to greet you

Daring to see what lays beneath

Shaking, eyes black from insomnia, you take it

Walking together, the grass waving

Sun shining down so brightly

Fear takes over, you pull and run away

 

Clearly not what they expected

You walk alone

Through vague shadows in this darkness

You walk alone

You walk alone

 

Laying down to sleep

My mind drifts off confused

Hoping someone tries to extend once again

3-7-04

 

Do you still feel as you did

Days ago we frolicked happily

Dressing so intent on your beauty

Taking your hand in mine so softly

I tell you once again, I only want you

The light from your smile filling the room

Now you seem so quiet and unsure

Is it possible you fell out of love with me

 

I cry, knowing that I tried

I cried more, knowing you've tried the same

Occasionally I see your bright smile

Cliche as it is, have I done something wrong

I know that you're questioning our time as waste

I'm everything I was then and more

How can I enjoy that when I see you so lifeless

You've got to speak to me, please don't shut me out

 

Am I not the man you wanted all along

Am I just afraid to even say "hi"

Upsetting as it is, things just happen

This doesn't have to end, words can save us

3-7-04

 

The wind dies down once in oh so long

Nothing more to worry about now

A bull running down in the prairie

Letting nothing get in its way

Powerful yet so vulnerable

Oddly, very much like myself

Trying for another day

Laying, curling up so peacefully

 

Hush my little baby, everything's okay now

 

Staring at the rocky ceiling

Wondering how life became this way

Must've made a wrong turn somewhere

Right now it reaally doesn't matter

Pulling up security, rolling over comfort

Awakening, all is so very dark now

There is no one around to see

Eyes closing, drifting off so peacefully

 

Hush my little baby, everything's okay now