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Poetry: May 2003

"Love Insane"

(5-29-03)

So close yet so far away

Trying to hope and believe in that day

Awaiting to take you in my arms

And feel what I've been missing

Though things seem so obsurd

Sometimes i can't turn away

I feel your heart so close to mine

Hoping to make your life meaningful

I take your hand in mine

We walk along this path together

Not knowing what the future brings

We walk along this path together

Though we live our seperate lives

We walk along this beach together

Though we may never see our faces

We walk along life's path together

Hoping that everything is alright

Sorry to hear that your life's a fight

If I could I would take you away

And show you how gentle love can be

I see your breath as it appears to me

So beautiful it's hard to believe it's real

Waiting for the truthfulness to come out

But the gentle breath keeps drifting in

I take your hand in mine

We walk along this path together

Not knowing what the future brings

We walk along this path together

Though we live our seperate lives

We walk along this beach together

Though we may never see our faces

We walk along life's path together

Though you think i seem so perfect

I'm not as beautiful as it seems

The ugliness of pain washes over me

You look into my eyes sweetly

Telling me it will be alright

Now I know this love's not insane

**That poem was written for Sara. She loved it too.

"No Future"

5-22-03

Civil life

What I have tried to restore

Manipultated and brainwashed

Even against myself for too long

Warfare

What you seem to induce

Though I've laid dormant

Now that I'm speaking you hate

Companionship

Something I look for elsewhere

A bond that connot be contained

Within the small confines of our being

I can see

That your pain remains inside

Noone can fix that pain

But the bearer of the pain

No future, no future here

No more pain, no more hatred

No more letting the hate overcome us

It's not, it's not my fault

Everything seems to be on me

I won't change and I won't back down

For once this is happiness I've found

The only way is to finalize

The only way is to documentize

What a lie to waste more time

No future is held for us