My Favorites

My Favorites

BANDS:

Let's see. . out of the bands I already love, the ones that stick out the most are Machine Head, Depeche Mode, Tool, Paradise Lost, Cold, Sepultura, New Order, and Nine Inch Nails. . but I have like 500 CD's, so I doubt that list ever stays the same for more than a couple days.

ALBUMS:

The first Crow soundtrack kicks ass!! Other than that, Tool's "Lateralus", NIN's "Broken", Ministry's "Psalm 69", Depeche's "Violator", and New Order's "GetReady". This list probably changes often as well.

MOVIES:

I love anything wierd or good action. . I'm picky when it comes to comedy, have been known to like a "chick" movie or two. The Crow (first), Natural Born Killers, BASEketball, Broken Arrow, Terminator 2, Momento, Mad Love, etc. I like a lot of David Lynch's films too like Lost Highway and Mohulland Road. I still think he's on drugs! oh oh and Jay and Silent Bob. . "poo poo kitty fuck" can't go wrong with that can you? The Family Man I like too, but can't watch it anymore due to personal reasons.

BOOKS:

Books? Books? Who the fuck reads books?! hehe Just kidding. If I didn't have the attention span of a 5 year old, I just might read a few more. I have read biographies on Depeche Mode and Trent Reznor though. Reznor has had an almost "normal" life, if you can believe that. He showed up in some 80's movie. . had a band on stage. Can't remember the name of it though.

TV SHOES:

Since Jan. 2003, I've maybe seen 2 full TV shoes. I did like 24, then I moved out and lost cable. Lost the urge to watch TV too since Nicole wasn't around lol. ahhh. the divorce jokes just keep comin. I'm actually a bigger fan of the older shows. Airwolf, Streetrider, Knightrider. 21 Jumpstreet and Booker were cool shows too. Now it's all this reality TV crap (gags). No thanks, I'll pass. Have fun watching though, don't let me stop you.

ACTIVITIES:

I'm not normal, although you probably figured that one out by now. I'm not a big party guy, don't like big groups, prefur one on ones or really small groups, and I don't have to fake to feel important. I don't feel important naturally hehe. I'm actually a pretty calm and quiet person. Hand me a guitar and let me sing and I'm happy. I enjoy working on websites, music, poetry, pictures and journal writing. Cooking is fun too but after you do it for a living for 6 years, it tends to go stale. I love deep conversation too, hell yeah.

Red Water (Christmas Mourning)

Performed by Type O Negative

Wake up, it's Christmas mourn
Those loved have long since gone
The stockings are hung but who cares
preserved for those no longer there
six feet beneath me sleep
Black lights hang from the tree
accents of dead holly
Whoa mistletoe
(It's growing cold)
I'm seeing ghosts
(I'm drinking old)
Red water
Red water
Red water chase them away
My tables been set for but seven
just last year i dined with eleven
goddamn ye merry gentlemen
Whoa mistletoe
(It's growing cold)
I'm seeing ghosts
(I'm drinking old)
Red water
Red water
Red water chase them away.

The Fall

Performed by Ministry

Take this invitation
Bishop's Queen to Pawn
All of us were taken
All that was, is gone
Of this information
Shames us, one and all
Where's my compensation
Watching others fall
Welcome to the fall

Everything is useless
Nothing works at all
Nothing ever matters
Welcome to the fall

You Didn't Need Me

Performed by Rollins Band

You turned me in and you burned me out
You pulled me in and you locked me out
You ripped your feelings right across my back
You didn't see that I was bleeding
You turned away when I spoke to you
You looked away when I looked right through you
You didn't need to do that to me

When I touched you
Did you feel it?
Did you ever feel anything at all?
Do you ever lie awake at night?
Do you ever think of me?
I've got my arms wrapped around myself
You've got your arms around someone else
I try to tell myself
I'm not down

I didn't want it but I got it anyway
I didn't want it and I couldn't get away
I can't deny it
I miss you
Even though it hurts inside
In my dreams I kiss you
I keep a lie alive

I wrack my brain trying to remember
Everything I said to you
I wreck my brain trying to dismember
Any part attached to you
I'm sorry I still feel this pain inside
It shows on my face like a scar
It's something I can't hide
Some people are better left alone
It hurts so much when you have nothing to say
It hurts so much to have to walk away